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You.

I would make you dinner
a table full of food
and call your friends over to eat it all up

I would kiss your face
and any inch thereof
and plant just another kiss
on the redness of your scar

I would stay up all night
while you are too upset to rest
and embrace you in a hug
with your head on my shoulder

I would reach out for the stars
so bright and yellow in the dark
and give them all to you
just to see you shine like you used too

I would tell you everything
all my secrets and thoughts
and hope it would be enough
to keep you for tonight

But all I can do
is keep you in my thoughts
And look at your written name
on the last page of my big black book.

— 1 month ago with 4 notes
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Love.

I walk through the streets and see people in love
And wonder why everyone seems
To have love to give
But one one ever loves me.

— 1 month ago with 2 notes
#lonely  #haiku  #poet  #musing  #loner  #alone  #love  #sad  #unhappy  #:(  #poetry  #writing  #writers  #me  #life  #myself  #poem 
"That feeling where nothing else in the world matters but those very feelings, that deep dark sadness. It was heavy this time and went through my whole body, but it was quick, quicker than before, for this time I was able to accept it. And now I’ll never let myself feel that again, never put myself in that situation again, never again let my heart be so vulnerable, for another shot could kill me."
Me
— 1 month ago with 3 notes
#acceptance  #sadness  #sad  #unhappy  #hate  #loner  #lonely  #vulnerable  #:(  #life  #kill  #death  #alone  #FOREVER ALONE  #me  #rant  #myself 
"Self harm is good for you. At least you arent hurting anybody else."
Me
— 2 months ago with 12 notes
#cuts  #self harm  #blade  #blood  #cutting  #knife  #depressed  #depression  #alone  #lonely  #lonliness  #hate  #fuck you  #hatred  #:(  #sad  #sadness 
The fight will go on.

The fight will go on
Even when I’m gone
You may cry for a while but not for long
You’ll be sad and then move on
You’ll forget me before long.
I’d write you poems, I’d sing you a song
But it’ll be too late when I’m gone.
But the fight will still go on.
But now with me.
For I’ll be free.

— 2 months ago with 6 notes
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:(

They left at 8 today morning, I wasnt well so stayed home. and its 7 o clock they still arent home. Yeah. My parents, they dont really care.

Ive spent the last 21 years of my life like this.

#ForeverAlone

— 3 months ago
#forever alone  #foreveralone  #alone  #lonely  #parents  #dont cate  #care  #hate  #:(  #children 
"It’s funny how the less you talk, the more you begin to realize it was not meant to be. It’s funny how slow it began, and how fast it ended. It’s funny how in the beginning he liked you, but in the end he liked someone else. It’s funny how he meant everything to you, but you meant nothing to him."
— 3 months ago
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